Dealing with Change

Finding it hard to think tonight (so forgive me if I lose cohesion at times...) but it certainly makes it easy for a meditative state to set it. Given the way that things have been going this past week, I'm counting that as a blessing. Still reeling from a promise made to the Universe and my Gods, things seem to be in a constant state of flux and change. Considering that things had been stagnant for so long, this, too, should be a blessing. But, I'm a Taurus and, though surprisingly adaptable, I don't tend to like change, even if all of this will lead to better things.

On a positive note, truly a Kitchen Witch, all of this stress means that my kitchen is nearing a state of impeccable cleanliness; I may even clean out the inside of the fridge tomorrow. Ah, but I'm tired, physically and mentally. This  pregnancy is wearing on me, this baby is more forcefully active than all of the last three babies combined. Plus, this babe likes to kick "in" more than "out."

It's bedtime. One out of three children is already asleep, if I'm lucky little miss will fall asleep quickly, too. Then, continuing on with my current mental state, I may just seclude myself in a bedroom and release myself into the state of non-thought that my mind keeps trying to induce.